Constant low-stress will kill me one day

I'm on the verge of a mental breakdown every day. I'm done complaining about how hard it is to get an internship because it's not their fault. It's my fault. How hard could it be if you have had an internship within the field and have done tons of research in this field? I doubt... Continue Reading →


Ok, this is too much

Ok, this is too much. I have an exam tomorrow and I'm sitting in my room, writing a blog post. Well, am I done reviewing my notes? Have I memorized those eight vector space axioms, seventeen big theorems plus all the corollaries? Uh... Not yet... but I'm trying... Ok, this is too much! I had... Continue Reading →

Hello, after a while

It's scary to think about how fast time flies and how far away I've gone since the first day of class this semester. It's been more than a month and I barely blogged. I always convince myself that I will blog when I have time and I never think that I have time. How crazy... Continue Reading →

What am I panicking about?

Second week into the semester. Wasn't very bad, wasn't perfect. Still a long way to go before the semester ends. What am I panicking about? Am I terrified of some courses? Yes I am. The answer to the last question. I'm extremely terrified of one course. Now I remember last semester after the first lecture... Continue Reading →

Summer Session Ends a Chapter

Summer session ends a chapter and I will tell you if it's a good one or not. For god knows how many times during summer, I said that please, let summer be over. I deemed myself very busy, handling different things at the same time. But the stress has only started to build after summer.... Continue Reading →

What do I think about the change?

I've been working as a volunteer for orientation since last Wednesday. During our training, one of the most important points they addressed is not how we should behave, but how we should call those incoming students. The term freshman is gone. First-year students is the new terminology.  Do I like it? You could imagine that... Continue Reading →

Physics Lab is Truly Redundant

I posted exactly a month ago about the course I am taking right now. It's a physics course which happens to be a prerequisite of my major. (it doesn't make sense but i've already gotten so far so it doesn't matter to me now.) At first, I was worried sick about the course since ever... Continue Reading →

Prequel – to the efficiency post

It's all because of a conversation and a post. I have the habit of reading the New Oriental WeChat account post every evening around dinner time. Most of the posts are talking about life, habits, study. I enjoy reading the advice and stories in the articles. That afternoon, I messaged a friend who's at home.... Continue Reading →

How to Study More Efficiently?

How many of you have read tons of post about efficiency and time saving? How many of you have downloaded some efficiency apps and tried to regulate yourself based on that? How many of you have tried and failed? I am one of you. I've only tried too many times to force myself to become... Continue Reading →

Life is a mixture of opinions

Comme d'habitude, I missed the peak of week to blog. I always blog when I am at the pit of my emotions. And today, I do want to talk about why I ended up being at the bottom of my mood. I had a conversation with my parents last night, a long one, but a... Continue Reading →

Are you happy now? Am I?

The truth is, I haven't posted for more than a week and turns out when I finally decide to post, there's again, no topic. Do I really have no topic? I do have topics but I have too many. Life's been way busier than expected. A lot of things are happening around me that I... Continue Reading →

You ready to fight for 6 weeks?

You ready to fight for 6 weeks? I've been asking myself this question ever since I got back. France has been too nice to give me any pressure. Even though I had homework and tests, I was in a break mode. It's been a great month with joy and struggle. I'm sure you guys can... Continue Reading →

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